Okay, maybe not to the point of becoming insane....just really frustrated. Once again another week goes by and I find myself up in weight and not down. Granted, I didn't work out as much as I should have but I made sure that I ate healthy and not to go over my calories for the day.....so why did my weight go up, if anything it should of stayed the same. Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....yep, I'm frustrated!
I feel like my body is trying to tell me that it's completely happy at this weight and no matter what I try to do, it's going to stay at this weight. I don't like that, I really want to be to loose these last stubborn 40lbs.
Alright, now that I've gotten all of that off my chest I'm feeling slightly better. Hopefully I can turn things around this coming week and see the scale go in the down direction once again...even if it's only .0something, it's still in the down direction and with the holiday's coming right up, I feel like I need to do something. I'd love to be down at least 9lbs by the end of the year, which would be put me in a new weight bracket...I just need to buckle down, not give up and keep thinking to myself that I CAN DO THIS!
And then just maybe I will reach the step that say's....I DID IT!
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